You always need to speak your heart out. It’s IMPORTANT. If you can’t do that. Sorry, buddy, you ain’t human. So if you are a human speak your emotions out loud.
Thank you. Yes, you heard me right. Thank you. I don’t know who you are, I don’t know if you care about me or you are just passing time scrolling catching tiny words but thank you.
Today I have a mixed emotion. Happy yet emotional. Happy because I…actually don’t know. It’s not a lucky day. It’s not a lucky time. It’s just A time that passes, that hurts, that heals and that shows you what you really are.
Let me tell you a story.
I started blogging just to earn money. Well, that’s what I thought. How stupid, right?? But gradually I understood it’s not about money, it never was. It’s just about me. I am a single child in a family full of chaos. I am messy, idiot, lazy and obsessed with books. I never had anyone to talk to about books so I did this. All that newbie time, I was thinking I want to earn money but no, it’s not that. I just wanted to be heard.
I wanted to fuss over bad books, talk about good ones. Create my own tiny book club with a lot of members (right now it’s just 1: By Hook Or By Book). I just wanted to speak my heart out but I never understood that.
It was never about those likes and followers. It was always just about my feelings. In that pretence of earning, I was actually sharing my views, opinions and everything that mattered to me.
You might actually think of me as a crazy nut-cracked knucklehead. Well, I am. But isn’t that what blogging is all about? Telling your opinion, expressing yourself. Isn’t that what I am doing?? Isn’t that what you all are doing?? Trying to get your mind off problems, stress and sharing your opinions, thoughts and ideas.
I have always been an ambivert. I corner myself and sometimes I end up cornering bullies and beating them up (fighting for justice). Oh, please, now don’t end up calling the police or mental asylum. I am not as bad as you think I can be. I actually am crazy. Due to being an ambivert, saying thank you is the hardest thing I can do. So hear me once again say thank you for supporting me.
Well, all the readers, will you please do me a favour??
Talk to your loved ones. Sit down and spill your heart out to them. For once just once forget your arrogance, anger, ego, stress, and shyness. Just tell them what your heart has to say.
Just once let your heart get heavy on your brain forget everything and talk to them because once a loved one leaves you they never look back to see your state. They don’t want to hurt you intentionally but sometimes, you feel hurt when they just go and never look back at you.
Let go of everything and talk to them because those who leave never come back and those who are left alone can never heal back.
So that’s it. I poured a cup of my hearts deepest emotional cappuccino to you. Now it’s your turn to pour it out to your loved ones.
Do follow my blog for more content and do me this tiny favour go and talk to them. They deserve it and you need it for a fresh start.
Thank you for reading my nonsense. Till next time LoveLove. (Mostlysane’s fan is here😉)